Month: January 2018



All that we were, all that there was, is fading away, like an image on a photo unveiling in the dark red room, only to slowly disappear in the exact reversed order.

The thought of this used to fill me with sadness and melancholy and despair, but now I don’t feel anything at all – it’s like I am all numb and hollow, devoid of all longing.

Words are futile indeed, as you very well said.

Yet I feel:


More powerful.


The consciousness of my soul has finally awoken.

I am ready for the great love.

1 2 3 – Gotcha

1 2 3 – Gotcha

Leaving the office today, a totally random stranger involved me in a trifling discussion in the elevator. Just like that, out of the blue.

I found it both amusing and bewildering at the same time – at this rate, I’ll be fucking discussing the theory of relativity some day with the CEO.

Can’t help wondering though if this happens because I seem approachable and easygoing or rather because I tend to gracefully ignore people ? I have found that the more you do that, the more they are drawn to you.

I think I’m gonna stick with the latter – makes total sense.




“The stars began to crumble and a cloud of fine stardust fell through space.”

James Joyce, “A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man”